Ain't No Church In There

They share all my messages, and none of them, aware of my Skill, has ever come ask me anything. What does that mean? Either they already have all the answers or they have not even begun asking questions. Wouldn't that be a bad sign, that they're still in the same box of those guys who hang at the Gas 'N' Sip, and the answers they're looking for are as shallow as those Bobby wanted to hear from Cindy? Wouldn't they, like him, be still unavailable to answer the Call and putting Her on hold, unable to know that all the problems they believe they have to solve to find a better "future" are actually only distractions that keep them from getting closer to the real Thing? So who wants a crazy Future? Because most people are kind of predictable, their attention is easily drawn to the "future" others achieved without needing Faith. And they become determined to get there too to get a taste of the "life" those people live. Empty promises and lies that even "christians" are willing to waste all their time believing in, ignoring Her and caring not about the truly relevant ones who came before us.

It took me all this Time to analyze the same behavior pattern of silence and realize there was an Otto e Mezzo situation going on. But are they Guido giving up the "faith" in the confusion as a source of inspiration for useless art, or Guido aware that his style of writing is not compatible with mine? I believe it's the latter case, because an individual who has finally decided to forsake "all" would immediately start working on his new speech. David needed only a few seconds, and it's taking years for some to answer me. I guess when you have not had enough of the bullshit, you don't have the boldness to try to communicate with any seeker of Life, because you're too afraid that She could kill your precious "life". You know it's odd, that the language you know is not suitable for this type of conversation. I suggest that the "fearful" begin their search praying humbly, seriously and radically, confessing that they desperately need the Savior, because that's how I've felt Something that gave me the Courage I needed to rebel against the system, choosing to defy its sameness and predictability.

It must be strange for those who don't know the reality of "religion" to read this, but many of these people I'm referring to are "christians". What they say is apparently right, but in their hearts, like the rest, they still believe in the confusion. What do I mean? Although you might hear them say they're nothing without Him, they're not willing to let go of any "thing" to be with Him, they don't really want to follow Him, go after Her. Can believing someone loves you make any difference in your "life"? The prodigal son only went from bad to worse while he was outside the House. The idea of marching out of Egypt terrifies them, so they'd rather believe in a God who comes not to set them free from falsehood, but to "bless" them with all those "things" the gentiles seek instead. And without selling the "faith" you have in the world and buying that wholehearted one in seeking first the Truth, you cannot go back to the House, you'll stay in the incident bathroom and the impure shore. If it's not the Tree of Life you're choosing, it's still the infinite distance relationship and the self-destruction.

If one day you felt Something and still you went back to the worldly days, you're closer to following Judas when you think it's Jesus than you can imagine. Do you think you're somehow obsessed with doing your own will, possessing the "things" you see others having? When you think of happiness, what comes to mind, what's the base, the foundation you see inside? Is it Something you've already tasted, or those "things" you see others experiencing outside? Do you thirst after a Water you've drunk after listening to some odd words and opening your mouth to try to have a conversation, or is your concept of well-being formed upon the expensive drinks you'd like to one day be able to afford? Does the "paradise" of the wicked, that is, the "desire" you see behind that appearance, choke you or are you aligned with "prosperity"? Have you ever felt the Wind blowing, like Cláudia, or the only air you've known so far is the motionless one? Does your night have a Moon, or are you in the same Hopeless night of those seeking to gain every "thing" except the Truth? Because the ones have already had enough of it and left that "party" to find the secret Treasure.

You're only going to feel "relieved" when you have every "thing" you want at last, isn't it? And then you'll be ready to forsake "all" and get aboard the Discipleship? Yeah, you know, I'm going to snort some cocaine and then I'll be ready breathe the Word and get clean.

Choosing the soul over the Spirit, to feed first the soul and not the spirit, not only deprives the fool of accessing the Chemistry and transcending, but also deranges his mind as time goes by.